91 days

Then I wondered , what distinguishes scribbler of the writer, and came to the conclusion that the line is very, very malorazlichima , which is a danger for those who write , because people can truly be sure that he did not scribbler , and what to do who could then give as a who's who , because accidents are riding scribblers as lousy puppies, and these people , too, are engaged in creative work, albeit not as talented as the celebrities, but also spend themselves ...... so , and what different talent, who is determined that there is some sort of a benchmark or yardstick , or whatever the device ...... after all , no, as it can be said that this man , OOOO ! ! genius ! ! ..... and that in general, sucks ........ and yet , in actual fact it may be just the opposite , that these inconsistencies arise when people fear that it will announce graphomaniac , and even with a great desire , yet restrains itself and not writing, although the preconditions for that is ....... wonder whether there is any service that can clearly indicate that that's you, Ivan Ivanovich even comes close to the pen shop , and you, Simon S. , and even sleep with him, is worthy ..... You disagree with me ? ...... what do you do simple layman , who as a child, at school , I tried to write poems , but who have not tried it , you say ? ...... and you're right ....... but some are starting this business of ambition, that 's how I know how you suddenly realize that Pushkin's better not to write them , and for many years , thinking that at all , throw the case, then it is, this thing comes up as early as in the adult , but then only because forced to which any anniversary issue that is and no matter how you make excuses , you almost by fiat , make it do , and not only so still claim that you can handle it and you will be able to , and that they are the ones who order , know that you know how it is ... .... wonder where such confidence , because no one but you knows you when you wrote poetry ......... well, then connected again youthful ambition , the desire to surprise , amaze and even completely forgotten truth that we do not like those who give us something different from the total weight, and even more so , and yet seem to be smarter than her , this mass that never forgives her as a belittled , even so , even if , at first opinion, is not related to her self-esteem , a way .......... Well, not without that which occurs again it's not exactly the best quality of the individual, which is, literally, forced the recall of its long-standing lesson that we should yaknut , that is not absolutely necessary, as it were, it is the desire itself gets out and fight with him not always successful, and this individual again berates himself and his blood pressure rises , and it is only a small payment for the broken word, do not write , do not sing in public, do not try to express their views to improve the world and the individual again gives the word more no gu gu ...... but after some time again to break this word is true, in part, by starting to write blogs, but now it is not because it is necessary again yaknut , show off , someone of something to prove , and in the first place itself that what I can ....... but because there is a real threat to be left without means of livelihood, came up as the pension is not able to provide , at least , bezgolodnoe existence , well, there is the opportunity to immediately publish it, and maybe someday start getting let small , but at least some money , but it's also not very reliable, but the other activities in the circumstances it is not possible to assume , and a book published by the publishing house , no money ........ You have probably realized that is all of the above, for me ..........